does the act of saying goodbye frighten you?

it doesn’t scare me, but i want it to.

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does the act of saying goodbye frighten you? it doesn’t scare me, but i want it to. i live too near the edge of a cliff and i don’t mind jumping off when i no longer wish to be there. as freeing as it is to leap without a care, i can’t connect with ease. i want to feel my heartstrings pull at the seams and i dream of crying tears formed by emotion…